scribbling in His universe: May 2010

Monday, May 03, 2010

Slowing Down...

Having taken more responsibilities and preparing for the baby, I find myself not being able to do things that I used to enjoy: movies, books, gourmet cooking, coffee, etc.

Instead, I find myself merely existing, not exactly living. I am finding myself with shoulds and have to's more and more each day.

Kids...

Back in August of 2005, I started praying for a baby and this post came about. About a year later, God spoke to my heart and what came out was this. Many months later, I made another one.

Since then, I’ve never written anything else about my deep desire to have kids. Partly unbelief, partly acceptance.